Suddenly realized what being obedient means. It’s like getting a prescription from God. In order to cure your weakness, you’ve been adviced to take doses & doses of unpleasant medicine. Being obedient means that knowing it’s gonna taste awful, you take the medicine as frequently as required. The more unwilling you are to take the medicine means the more badly you need it. God’s job as a good doctor is to get you the right prescription, it doesn’t matter whether it tastes awful to us, what matters is that we get cured.
(I also realized just now that it’s tough to blog in English. I can’t express myself in English…)